Thanks Josh!

This past week has been a tough one on me. My friend from high school Jessica died, yesterday I went to her funeral and it just didn't seem fair. Watching her mother and father, how heart broken they were, shocked, and completely unprepared. But honestly the worst part was watching her boy friend almost husband. He just could barely talk and looked so miserable. It got me to thinking about what I would do... I really don't know. I was really upset that I would already be going to see one of my friends funeral and burial. Josh drove to Brigham with me and on the way home we were talking about how at any time it could all be over. How we needed to just live life to the fullest and not stress over the little things. It was a really hard day especially seeing her family but as always Josh got me through it. So I wanted to do my thank you blog to my husband! Since it is the month of giving THANKS!

I don't tell him nearly enough how much I love and appreciate him for so many reasons!
Thank you for making me a better person, thank you for never making me choose, thank you for being so kind (even to people that don't do the same in return), thank you for trying so hard, thank you for being such a attentive, loving father, thank you for always making me feel important, thank you for growing up with me, thank you for taking care of me, thank you for being the rock in this family and always just trying to reach a little higher to better yourself, thank you for always being you.I love that your the kind of dad to get down and dirty with the kids. You play with them whether it's wrestling in the living room or jumping on the tramp (at Glen and Cori's), or throwing the baseball with Kayden, or just sitting in that window at Kenzie's dance class (even when half the mom's don't even stay), You're so supportive. Kayden is the exact boy you always wanted. He's rough and tough, loves sports, but is loving and cuddly. He's so much like you I see it more and more every day. You're his HERO!

This is the day after Makenzie was born. She was wrapped around your finger from the first second you saw her. She is absolutely the daughter you always wanted so girly, such a princess, sometimes a diva but always kisses and hugs daddy. She is a daddys girl definitely. I love the way you are with her. I know she can always count on you to be there! You're her protector.
I love you Josh! Thank you for all you do for this family. It's taken us a long time to get to where we are today and I would do it all again we've grown so much together. We're both so stubborn and always have to be right and sometimes I get so mad you won't give in but I think that's what keeps US so interesting. Thanks Babe!